Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Hey Darrell. Glad you're "back" and all that. (I would insert a smiley face but not in a smiley mood right now) First i would like to say that this blog wont die here. Im gonna post all my problems here. And youre welcome to do the same if you find it hard to say it out. Just go blogger the user is genezxz@hotmail.com password is 8971121116.

Actually wanted to post this on my own blog but then realized that theres no point doing so. But i dont want to keep this to myself so yeah ill just tell you.
(P.S "you" is not YOU)


You're too harsh. Too harsh. I always believed that you were harsh in a good way. In a way that could help me. It always helped me. Except this time. This time maybe you didnt notice it-it was so subtle that NOONE would have noticed it-but in that subtle way, you crushed me. You made me feel so small, so insignificant. Made me feel like what ive been told to do and what ive been doing is all for nothing. Nothing. Take the tables and chairs and paint them red and add a "16" on it, cause thats pretty much how i feel like right now. If only you knew how i would feel, maybe, just maybe, you would have done something different. Im not even going to mention it, cause it will just start another argument that im going to hate and regret and blame myself for afterwards. Dont even know why im blogging about this. But yes, youve made your point, at the very least. Ive got it into my head.


Next time Ill just keep my big mouth shut. Cause now there's Catholic High Floorball Team, and then there is Catholic High Floorball Goalie.

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