Darrell I don't want to lose you

Haiss i wanted to give you the URL to this today, but you seemed alright today.. Like i said, you have this way of making people think you're doing fine.. And i felt that if i gave you when you were joking and looking so happy then it would be retarded.. But yeah. Oh, and the movie thing? Really sorry. Cause my phone was on silent and i didnt see your message until too late. But yeah excuses excuses.. Sorry, Darrell. Guess ill just be letting people down my whole life.. :(