Tuesday, September 3, 2013

You can do this!

I know that right now, it is really very tough for you. I can't really imagine how it actually feels like to be in depression but I can totally imagine it to be fucking horrible. I really want to help you, get you back on your feet, but there is so much I can do, it is ultimately still up to yourself.

But first thing first, you need to stop drinking cose it doesn't solve anything. I'm not too sure abt the medication but u will eventually need to stop eating it too. Just try to think and believe that u r alright, and slowly you will=)

I would go over to your house and keep you company every day if needed but there is FKING A LEVELS. sorry:/

But really, I miss Eugene, I miss fatboy, I miss theoneandonly16, I miss my CHS GK, I miss the old you:/


My C Div goalie!



Our floorball place

Miss your old smile

trying to hit the ball on the pole

Feast like we used to


Yolo as always

Eat!

Be retarded?



Bully jieying!

I really miss your old smile!






Hang in there

Forever my goalie

 Still remember why this blog even existed in the first place? Cose my BRO WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I WASN'T OKAY. Now is my turn to be there for you.

Here goes... 50 reasons for you to get well and be the same OLD EUGENE LEE :')

1) Whose gonna be my CHS dream team goalie!!
2) My daily dosage of FAT.
3) What if I can't finish my bread I pack to school!
4) Whose gonna call me COCKEYE!
5) I want the old eugene lee back, if not I'll feel very sad.
6) Everybody tat care for u are sad.
7) Your parents need u!
8) School is boring without u
9) I want my BBQ like always=)
10) The 4 of us came to TJ tght and we will forever be tght no matter what happens.
11) Where's the GP rep
12) Nat needs to be suaned!
13) DINO PARADE
14) It really sucks to do nothing and be bored to death at home
15) Got dota but still.... Hanging out with bros is definitely more awesome^^
16) 16 must always be 16!
17) I need random jio for movie and stuff!
18) My jersey is still with you >:/
19) I want my mahjong sessions!
20) and drunk sessions too, but u don't go drink on yr own ah
21) 21 needs 16
22) I miss the genuine laugh from u
23) Why can't we turn back the clock and cherish those great times we had
24) I bothered to come with 23 reasons, you need to get well cose u got an awesome fren here
25) If I'm halfway done, you should have the same determination to get well.
26) GFAP needs eugene too.
27) I need my crazy bro around me!
28) Whose gonna call me ER GER!
29) I love you!
30) Whose gonna call me BLIND when I call him fat!
31) Whose gonna use my pen when he doesn't bring a pencil case
32) and bottle
33) foolscape
34) tissue paper.... u know this list can go on
35) We haven't gone ice skating yet!
36) Watch fala chen get rape bojio!
37) Team no sniper pls needs u!
38) Joshua is hairy
39) Nat is short
40) Derek needs his logic punch!
41) I might eventually have normal eyes, you need to live to see that day come!
42) I need to tell you everything abt my story with Ria, bro session!
43) whose gonna bring a guitar to my house and watch hangover with me=(
44) I'm not planning to write another 50 anytime soon.... ;)
45) Whose gonna go gym with me!
46) and chinatown curry noodles! claypot rice!
47) You are one of my really closest bro EVER
48) You 16X3= 48
49) stop drinking and leave some for me bitch
50) I miss the old Eugene and I want him back:'(

Don't You Quit..

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill.
When funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:

Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT.