Dear Darrell...

To my awesome teammate and one of my very best friend (i don't have a BEST friend but yeah a few best friends): Sorry dude, i just saw your post and i know i'm abit late but yeah i hope this helps to give you a positive outlook on life. Firstly, do not even THINK about committing suicide. You can't solve anything when you suicide. You just... Well.. Die. And that really sucks. Im sure you do not enjoy the idea of spending eternity with satan burning in hell, do you? Even though you do not share the same beliefs as me, I as your FRIEND (one of many MANY by the way) will not be able to stand the idea of you burning in hell. (Of course SOMETIMES...(JOKE!! XD))  And yeah running away doesn't help much either. I would advice you to TRY understand your parents (i know it will seem crazy hard.. but try.) but if you REALLY have to get away for awhile just remember: YOUR GOALIE'S HOUSE WILL ALWAYS WELCOME YOU! But yeah remember those people we helped at that day CIP? Those people would DIE for a family more than 3 (even with slightly unreasonable parents) and you've got to treasure what you've got. Maybe they don't want you to play dota so that you can like study hard and make billions of dollars next time. Maybe they may overreact to some stuff but i'm sure they mean no harm (or less harm than satan in any case...) Here are 50 reasons WHY you should never commit suicide.

1) We're really starting to like the guy who tries (too hard) to be cool. :)
2) When i go J8 girls will just stare at me and not me AND you..
3) Coffins can be really uncomfortable..
4) DO you want to burn in hell?
5) When you die you DO NOT become demon slayers. You just.. Die.
6) Its always nice to have a smile around us (not stalker's btw).  P.S THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND ME!
7) You WILL die. But you just have to WAIT, like the rest of us.
8) Maggots.
9) There's no dota in hell, but maybe god can cut some slack. :)
10) Singapore is short of good floorball players as it is.
11) CAUSE IF YOU JUMP I WILL JUMP TOO!~~  (and if lander jumps, well, all the singaporeans might blame you for their death..)  P.S THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND ME
12) Satan really sucks.
13) God is awesome
14) There will be one less person to suan in the team. :(
15) Writing 50 reasons is really tiring, and im not planning on writing another 50 for some other time.
16) Your family needs your support when you get older.
17) Who will play dota 5v5 with us? Isaac?! *PFFT* P.S THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND ME!
18) I might cry. ;-(
19) Your snakehead book is still with me. And i don't want you to haunt me..
20) Who else can help us win TWS?!
21) Who else can help us win the league?!
22) As well as NEXT years league?!
23) Who will stare at girls with me?.. :(
24) Almost halfway!!! :)
25) HALFWAY!! IM NOT GIVING UP! NEITHER SHOULD YOU!
26) You have the best group of friends that anyone can ask for.
27) You have the best friend anyone can ask for (bothers to come up with 50 reasons!) :)
28) You still have to help me save this in case another friend wants to commit suicide.
29) One less shot to save during training! :O
30) Xlr8 clan will be one short..
31) I LOVE YOU!
32) Who will be the next Capt?!
33) We haven't been to sentosa as a team! OMFG!!! (G for Goodness)
34) Who will i show the inverse dragon style to?
35) ER GERs are hard to come by these days..
36) My birthday this year i want it to be EXACTLY the same as last year.
37) You haven't stayed at my house yet!
38) We haven't finished our dan tiao!
39) I will have one less singing fan!
40) I have too little fans as it is.
41) Lan will be such a bore.
42) School will be such a bore
43) Training will be such a bore
44) IM ALMOST THERE! WAIT FOR ME!
45) I WILL MISS MAH JONG AT YOUR HOUSE!!
46) I WILL MISS CHICKEN RICE WITHOUT CHICKEN! :)
47) Lash and Zebra will be master-less! :O
48) After O levels it will be SO FUN!!!
49) ALL JCs ARE MIXED!! URE GONNA MISS OUT!!
50) KSR will cry and miss you and cry! :(
51) I wrote more than i said i would. Therefore, you must live life to the fullest and even more! Cause there's a team of BRAAADERRS that will always support you.